jschuck12001;3549638 said:
Dude I know you think I'm an asshole and that's fine but why don't you just start your own thread and it can be like a daily diary. I actually enjoy reading about your fucked up life, your like Sg's version of Charlie Sheen but it would be easier if I didn't have to go to 5 or 6 threads to read all your entry's.
I'm just sayin..
Haha no i don't think you're an asshole or anything.
Starting my own thread won't be necessary, since i decided to stop poisoning my precious body after this last fucked up month. At least for some time. I know i've said it before, but this time i really mean it.
I still feel like crap and the last time i drank was a few beers on friday and that was only because the alcohol withdrawals were getting too heavy.
I guess i have been trying to make up all that time after i spent a little bit over a month abroad. And i've had to deal with some stuff lately that i don't really want to deal with.
I only post that crazy stuff about my life when i'm completely wasted and when i'm sober from now on there won't be much to post about.
I think i get too heavily into details anyway, but i don't care about that when i'm messed up. And sometimes i regret the stuff that i posted a few days later, not all of it, but mostly being too open about drugs etc.
I'm actually quite a modest person when i'm sober.