Im back, I went, and im back.. Here goes
My trip to Malta
Ok.. hey everybody, I got back in England Wednesday night from Malta.
I had a two week trip which was 100% focussed on Football, we do have family out there hense why we tried that country, but I went for Football.
I had emailed pretty much all the clubs and spoken to them on the phone before I went but I did go with nothing so to speak, the best team in Malta are Sliema Wanderers, they're in the Champions League, they could of played Liverpool but drew Sheriff instead, i'll talk about thata bit later. But yea, i'd spoken to them and a lot of the other Premier League and some lower league teams before I went, but I had nothing officially set up for when I got there.
I got to Malta and a smile lit up on my face, I was actually in a country where it's sunny and hot every day, I love it. So I knew it was gonna be hard, but im confident in everything I posess, I
know I can do it, fact.
Anyway when I got there I took a list of all the teams numbers and addresses and I familiarised myself with how the league season finished last year and obviously went for the higher teams. The thing was with Sliema is that you're allowed to sign on 3 foreign players in a team, I hold a Maltese passport anyway so it didnt really apply to me (I think). But I got no luck with the top team, which is fair enough. So I tried some others.
I got a bit of luck, but I wanted to be spoken to in a confident way, not "ok umm you can come" kinda thing. I got that response from one guy, but I kept trying and managed to get ahold of a club called Pieta. They 1 place above the relegation zone last season, but survived and won the relegation pool. So they're no mugs.
I set up a training session with them and that was it, they sounded an organised, big and promising club. So I wanted to do that. They had been training 3 weeks before I got there, and my english season finished in March, so unless i'd been running intensely every single day, I don't think it was physically possible for me to be as fit as them. I practiced most days, but it was nothing compared to what im about to explain.
I turned up on the Monday which was their running night, so it was on an athletic track. I was introduced to the coaches, and it seemed very professional. Basically what we did was run the whole night with say a 15-20 min game at the end, but the grass we played on was a joke so you cant judge by that, it's not their Football night so they just used that grass for the sake of kicking a ball.
But the running was very, very hard. We ran the 200m more than ten times, over and over, the only rest we got was walking back to the start. After that we did the 100m more than 10 times, this is at full pace and with only a couple of minutes rest. It's amazing how fit they are, it's more than I expected. Fitness is a big thing there. Which is good, and is fair enough.. Well done.
In the game situation at the end it wasnt much to go by but I did a little trick, beat the defender and crossed the ball in, that was a sign for me that I can do it, i've got it. It's me.
So that was that session done by, I did a sign of the cross and thanked god, I know I can do it and I was confident. We also did that Tuesday. Their main Football night was on a Wednesday, they train every day apart from Saturday and Sunday in which one is a game and one is rest... So I presume.
Anyway I went along to their Club HQ on Wednesday and it's a nice set up, a few fans, locals. A proper building with a lovely new type astro special turf, u know the green grass with little black things in em? Yea that. I even saw a Wall in the corner, u know the ones where you practice free kicks? Hehe that was cool.
So yea I went alogn and still it was lots, lots of running, and I mean lots. Sprints but continuously, no rest at all pretty much, a lot of work. I was slightly.. Not worried but it made me think hopefully I don't lose all my energy for the end game, which is my chance. Coach knew I wasnt completely fit, and he was good about that.
It came to the game and I noticed that the Football was
completely different to England, a lot more respect, and it's slower, but fast if you get me. It was a standard i'd never played before. And I loved it.
I got a few easy touches on it which was fine, I didn't want to do anything which could be silly in the first session, I was put at right back, now as you probably know im a Left, or right.. Mainly Left, Midfielder. I think he put me there on purpose to see how i'd react. Which was fine, I got on with it and tried to do my best.
Like I said I got some touches which were fine but couldnt do much, I tried to get forward and did on a few occasions but I didn't get the ball as much. I think because I hadnt got their respect , which is fair enough. I want to earn it, but I got the ball and think I did ok.
After the first game, the coach sent away a few players, obviously the ones he'd made his mind up about. So he left the ones who he probably needed to see more, so I was obviously there. The game now became smaller, so I thought "im gonna go over to the left, and show him what I can do".. So I did. I wasnt disobeying orders, but it was around about 6 or 7 a side, where you don't need set positions like for example a set right back, so I went into attacking left.
I picked up the ball a few times, did some turns which were ok and tried to take on some players. Im being honest. I didn't do as well as I would of liked to, but it was ok, I scored 2 goals, 1 was nice, just slotted it in. I did a stepover or 2 which were fast but I should of done better, I don't know why I didnt, well I do, inside.. But I cant explain it. But anyway it was fine, I think I did enough to show that im promising.
So that was that session over, I felt happy because it's a new country, a completely different game, different people etc etc, so I was just looking forward to the next session.
The next one was good. We did a lot of running as usual, and a few little games which were fun, I got to know a few players which was good, pretty much all speak English which is cool, Maltese is a very hard language and almost sounds arabic. Anyway I was on the left this time and we practiced a few situations because they had a friendly game on Saturday, so fair enough they practiced some things. The positioning was good, completely different to my team in England. I prefered this style.
I did ok, but still simple.. Maybe I should of done a bit more, but I didn't want to mess up so I mean I did run at players, but gave the easy ball a lot more than I should of, which is fine and is understandable, but I had a nice shot which just clipped the bar, but yea I got a few crosses in and it was ok. I wasnt dissapointed because I know what I can do , and I know I can do it.
So yea I felt good after the session. And I hadnt expected this but the coach told me I was in the squad for Saturday's game, my heart lit up and I thanked someone high above. This was it.
They had a friendly on Saturday afternoon at one of the main grounds they play their weekly games on, gorgeous grass, and a proper proper stand.
Everything was perfect other than that my legs were hurting a bit because I wasnt used to all the fitness, so I did the best I could to rest in the days.
So Saturday came... The game was against a fellow Premiership team, which was brilliant because i'd never played in a game of that standard before, so it was brilliant.
I started which I was very happy with, on the left. I was confident, and happy.
So the game started.. I didn't know exactly what to expect but I had an idea of the speed etc due to training. The speed for me felt faster in England, not so much the running of the ball, just the quick, slick passing. The heat aswell, I was in the sun and I felt it. But that's good, atleast I can say i've played in the proper heat!
So yea the game started, when I first got the ball I turned outside the defender, turned back in, layed the ball and ran on. Which I was happy with. I noticed the level of respect when their right back has the ball and it's a waste of time me sprinting to close him down, because he'll either do a perfect pass, or he'll take it round me, that's what it's like. And if you're ever invovled in a high standard game you'll know yourself.
The second time I got the ball at my feet, able to run at the defender..
Great
I was going to do about 3 fast stepovers to sway him, but seeing as we werent far from the half way line, I nocked the ball around him, made it into a 70/30, nudged him off and regained the ball, its like Italy, so as you can imagine he did lots of tricks to try and get the ball back, shirt pulling etc etc. So I turned and nocked the ball back as I felt I couldnt go any further without being tackled by either him or another team-mate.
I was happy with that.
It was hard, running wise because like I said I wasnt anywhere near at the fitness levels as any of the other players. Even the subs.
I was the youngest there I noticed but it was good to be in the game.
I picked up the ball a few times and laid it because I didn't have a chance to run with it.
One time I came deep for the ball near ish the center circle, I received it, tapped it once with the outside of my left foot, turned and sprinted and the ball was nocked back to me! I wouldnt of expected that in England, But I got it back, out-paced the defender and ran for goal. I got brought down, it should of been a booking but I was happy that I caused it. I was nearly through on goal.
This was nearer to the end of the first half, and I admit I was tiring, but i've explained the fitness, so I accept it. Im not fit.
So I was happy, I took the corners too which was a good feeling, there were quite a few fans there and the team I played against had foreigners in their team so I would imagine they're on proper proper contracts!
My corners were good, from both the left and right side, so I was happy with that.
The whistle blew and I was happy. I felt my hamstring a bit, but that was because I have tight hamstrings, a problem which I need to sort out.
So yea I was happy and sat in the dressing room, got a drink and some ice and sat down. The coach didn't say much, im not really sure why, but the mood was good. I was then told I was being subbed. I wasnt sure weather to take the news as good or bad, but I think it was because you could see I was tiring throughout the half. So I was off, but I think I did enough for them to see something.
It was 0-0 at half time and we went on to lose 1-0, im glad we didn't conciede when I was on the pitch, but we lost the game. They were just a bit better on the day. At half time a couple of players looked at me and nodded and said well done, that made me feel good.
So that was Saturday, we had Sunday off and then training on the Monday. Which again was hard running wise, but I did well. Coach spoke to myself and my dad and he said im very promising and that they can see that. That made me happy, and he said we'd have to arrange a meeting with the president as I was to leave that Wednesday (doesnt time fly!)
So I had training on the Tuesday, and then had the meeting with the President after. The end result was that the door's open now, but because their season starts in literally a few weeks then if I were to join now, I couldnt by far expect to be in the plans for the start of the season at least. Which was fair enough, And i'd have to move over there and settle in that way. The last thing he said to me was
see you next year which was a good thing, so we've left it at that. I may come back in a few months, I may come back next season. Who knows!
But it was a good outcome, my opinion. I know the standard and I think I can do it. Now im playing it by ear in England maybe organising a training session with some teams here, but if not i'll stay with my club and hopefully am in the first team's plans, I should be anyway, But I don't entirely agree with how the club's run but we'll see.. We'll see.
So im gonna work on my fitness a lot. I plan to carry on with my situps and weights at home, but do running every day, with track running a few times a week. Also when the season starts I might get a personal trainer to make my body pretty much perfect. It's good now I admit, but everything can always be improved.
So yea, that's it. On my last night in Malta I watched Sliema Wanderers v Sheriff in the Champions League, the same batch as Liverpool. Sliema lost 4-1 but it was a good game to watch.
Overall my experience has been amazing, I am very very thankful for everything that's happened and it's given me a sense of knowledge that I know I can play to that standard, if im 100% fit then ability is no question, I know I can do it. And im thankful for that!
So yea, sorry if it was a bit long but I went for Football and have taken a lot out of this, thanks a lot! ;D